Nov 29, 2012

What's bound to happen


Pain, Despair,
words that cannot be compared

A question that cannot be answered. A mystery that cannot be solved. A time that cannot be estimated. The human mind cannot comprehend. What's bound to happen.


No words can describe the pain, the sadness, the inescapable destiny of each and every thing that was ever created  by The Most Magnificent.

I decided to open up this topic because of the things that are happening lately. Observations that are saddening for those who care about the future of this world.

It has come to my attention that humanity has reached an era of stupidity and ignorance. The majority of the human race is inhabited among st those who choose to not care about faith and religion. Those who choose to pick money over belief, fame over God.

Now I believe, that most of these people, including myself seldom ask this question:

"what if I were today in the next few seconds?"
"what would I be doing just before my death?"
"Have I done all my responsibilities towards Allah, my family and myself?"

You guys might or might not have realized that days are getting shorter. The weeks are not getting longer. Are you guys living life to it's fullest?

Do you not realize that while you are committing sins and inhumane acts that defies the word of God, death is just mere seconds away? Do you not realize that while we are laughing our ass off watching stupid obscene tv shows, that we have not yet prayed to the one who blessed us with life and wealth?

People forget!

Humans in the arabic word means Insan which comes from the word nasiya which means forget. The root word for humans is FORGET.

But it is not an excuse for you to FORGET Allah!
Allah has given the Quran to remind you!
Rasulullah has passed his sunnah to remind you!
In the end, the choices we make decides who you are and what kind of person you become in the future.

Our brothers and sisters in Palestine fight for their lives. They fight to protect their faith in Islam! They fight to protect in what they believe in! They fight to uphold the true religion that was passed down to Muhammad PBUH thorugh the angel Jibrail!

While we sit here, forgetting Allah, there are some people who suffer, not for the sake of themselves but for the sake of their religion.
While we immerse ourselves in dreams of fame and fortune that will never be of help in the afterlife, there are some children out there who put their life on the line for Islam.

So tell yourself everyday, "I want to die while doing ibadah, not committing a sin"

If our prophet suffered during his death after given mercy by the Angel Izrail, how would our death turn out to be? Do you think after all we've done and gone through in this life, that we will be given mercy without any effort of asking for forgiveness from Allah?

This post is not meant to condemn people, but it is to remind each and every single person that has ever heard the word of Allah in the Quran, that death is no game.

Always ask yourself
"what if I were to die today?"

Insya Allah, your life will not be meaningless.
Death is inevitable. remember Allah.

It is never to late to ask for forgiveness :D

Nov 10, 2012

Last days of school


In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious and the Most Merciful, Praise be to Allah Lord of The Universe.

The days are just getting shorter and shorter. Time flies so fast that one does not realize that school has ended this year, and for me, it ended with a lot of happy, tragic, unexpected, unfortunate, exciting things.

Let's start with the happy things:

Alhamdulillah, automation has finished officially. A million thanks to Pija and Yanie for handling the automation so well. And a million thanks to all the librarians for their commitment and their hardwork. After cataloging almost 10 000 books and cd's, we finally get some rest. No more staying at the library till late at night looking up the computer typing ISBN numbers, copying and doing the whole procedure over and over and over again. Never again will we have to look, stick, and selotape the stickers over and over and over again. But it was a fun run xD

Alhamdulillah I was given the title 'Ahli rumah terbaik keseluruhan' at my school. I guess all my participations was kinda worth it, regardless of my academic results.. hehe xD

Never really crossed my mind. Rezeki Allah. terima je lah. I look bad in this picture though, haha. I guess I wont get this title next year, got SPM to think of. Hoho, so guys, you can look up my funny pic in the next school magazine xD

Alhamdulillah, my school arranged a motivation for all form 1,2, and 4 students. At first, I thought it was such a drag. but since it was compulsory, I told myself that I should my mind set and try to get the best out of this motivation. And it was a really, really good one too! Conducted by MANTOP, a really good organization. The best and most effective slot was the slot by Uztaz Zamri

A really, really good motivator, try and go to his programs sometime. It helps xD

Alhamdulilllah, I gained new knowledge through the journey too. Getting to know people more, listen to more perspectives. Gaining more understanding about life from different point of views. Making  me a person I am now. Being closer to people was the best part, because I get to understand the human mind more and more from observing different kinds of people.

Those are the good things that happened in these last few days of school that I could really remember.

Then there this one tragic and very unexpected event that occurred in my hostel.

Friend: Wey, bil, bangun bil. zainul meninggal.
*baru bangun tidur
Me     : huh? amende nie?
Friend: george meninggal pagi tadi.
*masih mamai dan x dapat prosess, bgun tgok jam dah subuh, pegi surau.
*solat subuh, tgok org baca yaasin. *pelik dan masih ragu-ragu x percaya

Pergi ke bilik rawatan melihat satu jenazah atas katil diselaputi selimut dari kepala hingga ke hujung kaki.
Tengok orang sekeliling membaca yaasin. Mata air terkeluar. Baru percaya, dan mulalah semua kenangan yang pernah lalui bersama beliau muncul dalam fikiran. angkat kain tgok muka, pucat, biru. masih menangis.

rasa macam baru semalam bergelak ketawa dengan dia. Nampak yang dia sakit sejak kebelakangan ni, tapi tak sangka sampai begitu.

Maha Suci Allah, Allah lebih menyayanginya, Allah lebih mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk hambanya.
Yang sedihnya, aku tak dapat meminta maaf kepada dia.

Aku menangis, aku menangis sebab dia lah yang aku rasa paling banyak berdoa kepadaku ketika PMR dulu.
Aku ajar Zainul,

"menyebut adalah satu doa, jadi, setiap kali kita bertembung, senyum dan sebut 9A".

Jadi, setiap kali kita bertembung, kita akan sama memberi salam, dan menjawab salam dan menyebut 9A. dan berkat doa itulah aku mendapat 9A.

'Ya Allah, kau cucurilah rohnya dengan ramat-Mu, kau ampunkanlah segala dosa-dosanya dan kau tempatkanlah dia di kalangan orang-orang yang soleh.'


These are things that have happened recently and honestly, the death of Allahyarham is the most remembered.

"keep calm when things go wrong, maybe Allah has a bigger plan than I had for myself, because Allah is the best planner"

Redha, and have faith in Qada' and Qadar.

Wallahua'alam bissawab.

Music to my ears